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Wanted to come say something，They do not know what to say…
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Today is Friday，That is vacation days，Logically speaking from getting started is easy and pleasant mood respect，But so far，The mood is getting boring。

I get up in the morning，Have shares inexplicable fatigue，Like last night, like insomnia。When the noon meal，Hands are due to work the morning scouring the residual oil flavor，So no appetite，Just eat lunch on the back bedroom。Pm after work to leave offices，With an Executive goodbye，Because he will be trained to go outside，Will not be back until the end of May，By then I was almost retired it! Executive is also considered friendship with fine，So also some dismay， A kind of sense of loss。Back home at night，Liza with Niang told me the two were unpleasant things，Suddenly feeling stuffy up，At this time，Computer's foobar2000 just shuffle to Bobby Chen's "sorrow for themselves."，When the song had caught，Grandmother just died，So whenever I hear this song will always produce an a sense of sadness。

Now，All mood，With all the ups and downs of the melody of the song，Everything unhappiness，Just at the moment the full release。於是，I am coming up，Up dumped rubbish in my heart，Up key out of my mood。I thought，For me，This is the "Battle-forum" function of the maximum，Is not it?

Today is the last day of 2006，I believe many people are looking forward to the evening of New Year's Eve events，And I do ~ positive side typing while waiting for closing off

Reviewing…..This year the day 3/4 is spent in the military，So what seems to be no good review of。They say the army will change a person's mind，I think so too，But think about it，They can not tell me what has changed，Because I almost forgot I am a soldier in front of the kind of person。A password is in the military action，Do not really need to think about the action，So often people say that the army will make you stupid，indeed so。After the troops under，Because of the special relationship which the unit，Our work with other units of the contents of a considerable difference，Some are more able to arrange their own time，Just under two months before the troops took a lot of books to see，At that time every 1、2Week of watching a，Then slowly increase service，Read a book four months have not read。A while ago, and a retired officer in the pre-chat，He is a top student at National Taiwan University，It should be alert to prepare for the exam of the Institute，But so far，I have no specific action，Ah…To review!

Tomorrow is the 2007，Last year at the moment，I still turn borrowed library books research topics it! Year，No matter what is happening，Or do something，I think this is not the most important，It is important in this time of the year，How many people actually grow，How much has changed!

Not been immune to a New Year's Resolutions：

• Family good health、Safe and happy，Younger sister give birth safely and smoothly
• Everything can have good results
• Success in peace to veterans

PO text from the last time，It took another two weeks，Sometimes I feel the time off so fast，Sometimes they feel how ever so slowly…..

Lately，School brother is still some conditions occur，But it can feel to have in progress (should it..）。Recent status，They are considered very flexible；Once in slope，Did not get off the brake handle，Results car…..Fortunately, after the seniors were immediately see (ah…Seniors who have been scared)，Another one of his negligence，Almost committed a very serious mistake，Words occur，I also have a joint responsibility，I think the ban fake is captive，Fortunately, it was a very much better with my seniors to block down，He later told me I did not know，When the moment is really listening gasped，Later, with the school brother also illustrate the seriousness of the matter，And to thank him with seniors，Otherwise, he did not know what happened Mile…

Before things，I deal with bad，So the mood has been very low weak。After this period of precipitation，Reviewing his own question，Figured a little，And things have also improved a little!

Bored a few weeks - can finally breath properly，Sense of relief - nice!

A dazzling that four months have passed，Time the bureau has also been over half a year，These days life be quite comfortable，It will not come to air their grievances。

In the days of the bureau had significantly faster than before new training，Unconsciously also to the middle class threshold，Some seniors to be good，Also has entered the countdown to the day；The school brother - also gradually began to rise…

The last two weeks，And somewhat depressed。Recently fill up a school brother，On the job situation again and again，He has been teaching、help him，But to improve the situation is still limited。When the bureau had arrived，To say later on school brother a little better，Do not let the younger brother of former schoolmates system concept so heavy，So for school brother，Is always Haoshenghaoqi even half-jokingly in a tape，But the resulting effect is really bad，Together with ladders could not stand，And on behalf of my brother lessons learned。There are a lot of people have told me，Let school brother really is not suitable for other positions swapping，Otherwise, just kill him，Rather than help him。There are two reasons I never did he replace the，First, he had told me he liked this post now，Second, in addition to his duties on foreign issues，Other performance was rated as excellent，Therefore, he could not bear to replace lost。Know that they should not be soft-hearted，But still no way to change。And reluctant to criticize，Reluctant to change their own fate is out of exhaustion。Learning brother can understand my intentions I do not know，But my patience had almost been polished，Whenever I think of the original decision but a "good brother want to learn."，It had to hide irritable mood，I…..Really tired

In addition to school brother thing，In the weeks before met a special thing，Is a good thing or a bad thing?I do not know，Just know that the process will be very bad day it wants。Both Zhou Xinsi almost all spent on this matter，But gradually found，过多 的 期待，Just make yourself more tired of it，Haste makes waste，Can do right now，In addition, "etc."，I do not know what else to do anything…..，But if we can have good results，I think - I would be willing to wait

When feeling down，Listen to lyrical music special feeling，Especially for lyrics mood。Oh ~ do not know when to get out of this dreary atmosphere it ~