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　　這二天一直試著要好好看書，不知道是太久沒讀書，還是太求快心切，一直沒辦法持續的看書，看一段時間就想停一下，由於電腦都沒有安裝遊戲，所以大概就是會上網逛一下，不過同時內心也一直督促自己要看書，所以其實也無心上網，這些情形就這麼樣的一直在重複的發生…

　　大四時，有一段黑暗時期，當時不管是課業、專題、考試都一塌糊塗，整個狀況跌到谷底，那時聽到某些歌曲時，Emotions often uncontrollably collapse entirely。Yesterday I deliberately looked for some MSN chat records I had intentionally saved from before，Inside were conversations where I told my friends about my situation at the time，I want to make myself remember how miserable I was then，Remind myself not to repeat the same mistakes，Learn the lesson。

　　Now, for me，It feels like going back to the starting point，An opportunity for me to start over，I must seize it well，才能一扫过去的阴霾，扭转情势，我的未来才有希望。如果我还再不努力的话，那我活着…..还有意义吗？