老森常谈 IT 帮助

These past two days I've been trying to read properly,，I don't know if it's because I haven't read for a long time,，or because I'm too eager to rush,，I can't continue reading consistently,，I read for a while and then want to stop,，since there are no games installed on my computer，所以大概就是會上網逛一下，不過同時內心也一直督促自己要看書，所以其實也無心上網，這些情形就這麼樣的一直在重複的發生…

　　大四時，有一段黑暗時期，當時不管是課業、專題、考試都一塌糊塗，The whole situation hit rock bottom，At that time, when I heard certain songs，Emotions often uncontrollably collapse entirely。Yesterday I deliberately looked for some MSN chat records I had intentionally saved from before，Inside were conversations where I told my friends about my situation at the time，I want to make myself remember how miserable I was then，Remind myself not to repeat the same mistakes，Learn the lesson。

　　Now, for me，It feels like going back to the starting point，An opportunity for me to start over，I must seize it well，才能一扫过去的阴霾，扭转情势，我的未来才有希望。如果我还再不努力的话，那我活着…..还有意义吗？